gosh…this time in writing my blog, i really have to be careful.. after ng napaka elegant and most treasured debut party ni gelboy and her twin sister tiffy at aberdeen court, of course me and my friends went out for a gimik.. we went to decades.. and then I met someone there who were man enough to drive me home.. sobrang na fast forward yung story eh noh.. hehehe.. if you want to know what really happened… text me na lang.. bwahahahaha
I’ve never been this miserable and tired.. Though i’m not physically exhausted, I still feel that I’m totally weak. I just realize that when you got tired emotionally and mentally, it all goes up, you also became tired physically. They’re right, you’d better get tired and sweat, because afterwards you can take a warm bath and leave it all there. Simple. But when you’ve been attacked by a miserable emotional and mental pressure, all you can do is to feel sorry for your self because you have no choice but to continue what you are doing. You can take rest but after a while, thinking of what happend still lingers on your mind.
…That’s the saddest part of being an outbound call center agent.
(clock in 99 means the end of shift)
Le Vogue..
ang taray diba?.
title yan ng passion(fashion) show namen tomorrow..haha
ang kulet.. le vogue..parang (l i b o g?) haha!!
napakasarap mag internet dito sa willards shake and comp shop…near CEA avenue.. haha! kasi kailangan mo muna yumuko bako makapasok..
kakatamad naman umatend kay kerokeropi..nga pala ahehe wait andito yung dean namen!
kala ko matatagalan pa bago ako magkaboyfriend uli..
pero…nung december 19,,nine thirty ng umaga..
sinagot ko na sya..si wello…
ahehe
sya yung nanliligaw saken na taga samin lang din..
cutie sya in fairness..
sana lang magtagal..
ayun lang…
ang saya..
magkasama kami nung christmas..
love ko sya sobra..
love din nya ko..
hai…
thank you Lord..
..experiencing love or true love is one of the happiest thing a person may experience in life. no words can express how happy that person is. sometimes, you can do crazy things, unusual things and sometimes stupid things when you’re in love..
december 4, 2006..6:30 pm..robinson’s place ermita..
He’s happy. and so am i..it’s been two weeks nung huli kaming magkita.. but he has no idea, that it is going to be our last dinner together..i love him.. i really do..walang nakakaalam sa totoong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya..dahil sa love na yun,i gave him even the most precious thing in my life..that’s how i love that person..but one mistake that i did led to the biggest guilt and burden that i ever feel..ngayon ko lang napatunayan na kahit kelan hindi ko na pwedeng bigyan ang sarili ko ng karapatan na mahalin sya..i am weak that’s why i did that stupidity..and now im willing to let him go..masyado ng complicated ang situation namin..and alam ko na parehas lang kaming masasaktan kapag pinagpatuloy pa namin yun..but then, sumama pa rin ako sa kanya.. for once and for all, prove to him how much i love him.. for the last time, we made love and it was beautiful.. everytime we are doing it, no such words can explain the happiness and passion that we share with each other…it’s hard for me to do this.. letting him go, is the most painful decision i’ve done in my entire life….
..unfortunately, although love can be the happiest feeling one has ever felt, it can also be the most painful experience a person may encounter. letting go of a person you’ve learned to love is one of the hardest thing to do in life.
..no matter how bad or unforgettable that thing is, life must go on, i must be strong to go on and continue the things that i have started in the past. this is my life, my fate, my destiny..
..to let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving, it only means you allow that person to find his own happiness without expectinh him to come back. letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting you free..
..in such a short time, my has been fliped upside down. i feel like im in ocean of tears and im going to drown..
matanggalan ka ng pilikmata at magkasugat sa paa?
sa loob ng isang araw, ayan, natanggalan ako ng pilikmata at nasugatan sa paa.(paulit-ulit??)
nakakabadtrip kaya! na-late ako sa class namin dahil sa lintik na curler na yan.. dahil dun nabunutan ako ng ilang hibla lang naman ng aking eyelashes.. ang lungkot at ang sakit talaga ng feeling! cge kaw kaya magkaganon?! ayan tuloy naka false eyelashes ako.. at nabawasan ang self-confidence ko! pero ok lang cute naman daw.. bagay sa akin.. ahehehe… sana lang tumubo uli..
wa! dyahe talaga ang maglakad sa gateway na medyo bloody ang left foot diba?..
taena naman kasing matador yan eh! ilang tagay lang nahilo na ako.. pa ekis-ekis tuloy lakad ko.. ayan natapilok tuloy ako.. buti na lang kasama ko friends ko so deadma na lang.. hala.. may dugo pala.. hindi ko nararamdaman.. hay naku.. masakit sya nung nakauwi na ko sa bahay..
kamalasmalasan talaga..
i just finished reading a very interesting article/story,"twenty questions"..it really made me feel confused..i do not know..weird yung feeling kasi feeling ko patama sakin yung story..yung bidang lalake,he reminded me of someone that i loved..well isa lang naman yung guy na minahal ko..(shucks ang corny..there goes my life..) and of course yumi, the girl is just like me…ang pinagkaiba lang eh yung ending, yung sa twenty questions, medyo bitin pa eh pero alam mo na merong patutunguhan yung bitin na eksenang yun.. but in our relationship before..sobrang labo..totoo nga na sa isang relasyon may isang, mas nagmamahal..ang corny talaga!.anyway, it has been 2 years and 7mos ng magsimula ang love story na yun..i was only sixteen then..im 18 now..we broke up november, lapit na magisang taon..but, andun pa rin..i just opened his profile and boom! ewan..i thought i was over him, na kahit ilang pictures pa nya ang makita ko at kahit ilang kamukha pa niya ang makasalubong ko, eh wala lang.. but that did not happened. lalo na nung magkit uli kami.. after almost a year, gosh..! he don’t know how much i missed him.. nothing’s changed.. even my feelings.. yun nga lang, i know na mas nag mature ako..i know how to conrol it na..marunong na ako mag-anticipate ng mga situation..and as expected, ganun pa rin sya, never nya ko sineryoso.u know what? he’s the only guy who told me the stupidiest words on earth..that he loves, though he’s not..
now after reading the article, and after checking out on his profile..
ganun pa rin..
miss ko na si bhe.
Dapat ba akong magalit sa kanya sa pagsampal sa akin sa katotohanan? that Philippines is…
50. Where the most happening places are not where the party is. Instead it is where the gang wars happen, where women strip and where the people overthrow a president.
49. Where even doctors, lawyers and engineers are unemployed.
48. Where everyone has his personal ghost story and superstition
47. Where mountains like Makiling and Banahaw are considered holy places.
46. Where everything can be forged.
45. Where school is considered the second home and the mall considered the third.
44. Where Starbucks coffee is more expensive than gas.
43. Where every street has a basketball court and every town only has one public school.
42. Where all kinds of animals are edible.
41. Where people speak all kinds of languages, and still call it Tagalog and where it is fast becoming unfashionable to speak English/Spanish.
40. Where students pay more money than they will earn afterwards.
39. Where call-center employees earn more money than teachers and nurses, where doctors study to become nurses for employment abroad.
38. Where driving 4 kms can take as much as four hours.
37. Where flyovers bring you from the freeway to the side streets.
36. Where the tourist spots are where Filipinos do not (or cannot) go.
35. Where the personal computer is mainly used for games and Friendster.
34. Where all 13-year-olds are alcoholic.
33. Where colonial mentality is dishonestly denied!
32. Where 4 a.m. is not even considered bedtime yet.
31. Where people can pay to defy the law.
30. Where everything and everyone is spoofed.
29. Where even the poverty-stricken get to wear Ralph Lauren and Tommy Hilfiger (peke)!
28. Where the honking of car horns is a way of life.
27. Where being called a bum is never offensive.
26. Where floodwaters take up more than 90 percent of the streets during the rainy season.
25. Where everyone has a relative abroad who keeps them alive.
24. Where crossing the street involves running for your dear life.
23. Where wearing your national colors makes you baduy.
22. Where billiards is a sport, and darts is a bar game.
21. Where even the poverty-stricken have the latest cell phones. (GSM-galing sa magnanakaw)
20. Where insurance does not work.
19. Where water can only be classified as tap and dirty - clean water is for sale (35 pesos per gallon).
18. Where the church governs the people (owwss!!!) and where the government makes the people pray for miracles. (Amen to that!)
17. Where University of the Philippines is where all the weird people go. Ateneo is where all the nerds go. La Salle is where all the Chinese go. College of Saint Benilde is where all the stupid Chinese go, and University of Asia and the Pacific is where all the irrelevantly rich people go.
16. Where fast food is a diet meal.
15. Where traffic signs are merely suggestions, not regulations.
14. Where all the trees in the city are below six feet.
13. Where being held up is normal. It happens to everyone.
12. Where kids dream of becoming pilots, doctors and basketball players.
11. Where rodents are normal house pets.
10. Where the definition of traffic is the "non-movement" of vehicles.
9. Where the fighter planes of the 1940s are used for military engagements, and the new fighter planes are displayed in museums.
8. Where Nora Aunor is an acclaimed actress and Boy Abunda is the best talk show host, where the population knows more their showbiz stars better than their national heroes and past presidents, knows more of showbiz gossips than their national history and current events.
7. Where cigarettes and alcohol are a necessity, and where the lottery is a commodity.
6. Where soap operas tell the realities of life and where the news provides the drama.
5. Where actors make the rules and where politicians provide the entertainment.
4. Where finding a deer on the road will be a phenomenon.
3. Where people can get away with stealing trillions of pesos, but not for a thousand.
2. Where being an hour late is still considered punctual. (Grabe talaga ‘to!)
1. Where the squatters have more to complain (even if they do not pay their tax) —- than those employed and have their tax automatically deducted from their salaries.
and finally……
0. Where everyone wants to leave the country
yan ang drama ko nung sembreak..hindi talaga ako makapgdecide kung mag-aaral pa ba ako or hindi na..nung una, para sa akin ayos lang na mag-stop muna ako..pero dumating ako dun sa point na, na-paranoid ako! kesyo pumasok sa isip ko na, yung mga classmates and friends ko, graduate na, samantalang ako hindi pa tapos.. at shempre marami akong mamimiss like:
preparing myself everytime na may pasok..
pagsakay sa patok/fx…
magpacute while nasa byahe…
pagsakay sa LRT..
pagpapacute sa mga operator ng tren..ahehe
pagbaba ng train realizing na nasa iisang tren lang pala kami nila xtian, sarah, punky… kasi parehas na mga late!.
pagsakay sa pedicab..
paglakad sa pureza..
pagdaan sa CEA..
ang mga pedicab and tricycle drivers sa pureza and masscom..
ang lady guard namin…
ang butihing dean namin..
ang MASSCOMM bldg..
shempre ang 3-4..
an PUP main..
nachos..
yosi break with my step<quitz>, imman and mj…
ang porkchopan..
bonding moments ko with my best julie..
at sa lahat ng aking so-called friends..
andami kong mamimiss..
kaya nagdecide ako na mag-enroll na lang..
kaya ngayon…happy ako!…
o diba…ang drama…
ahehehehehehe……
1. daytime
2. school/office hours
3. lines (any kind like cinema, jeepney, etc.)
4. interval between paydays
5. commercial breaks
6. trailer breaks between movies
10. lifespan of mosquitoes
11. philippine awards ceremonies
12. travel time to boracay
13. mike arroyo’s and carlos aggasi’s movie careers
14. the time between the politician’s promises and the delivery
15. freddie aguilar’s hair
16. the height requirement for models and stewardess
17. my boyfriend’s tongue
18. term of med school
19. term of pregnancy
20. the height of gays, so we don’t have to kneel all the time
21. serving time in restaurants
22. edsa
23. charging time for cellphones
24. downloading time
25. celine dion’s chin
26. my third length
27. tabulation of votes during elections
28. melanie marquez’s english replies during interviews
29. shorts ng mga basketball players
30. mean people’s come-uppance
31. the distance between my two nips
32. SONA’s
33. the menstrual period
34. the philippine xmas season
35. baby names
36. leg hair
37. our priest’s homily
38. the length of local comedy shows because they are not funny
39. getting over someone….
-courtesy of Chico and Delamar’s morning rush top ten…
this is one of my favorite topics…i compiled the entries to share it with you!..
